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bad news always sucks

339.....thats a lil stalkerish if u ask me

shes back.....

but she leaves thursday :) makes me happy

so school has officially started....2day is the 2nd day and im sitting once again in Conklins class....this time in AP US instead of World II....great! lol the class is acctually really funny cause of whos in it....this should b a great year with people but now so much classes.

so homecoming is less than 3 weeks away and im getting a little worries cause idk how much has been done with decorations and stuff...im sure its fine cause of hte girls who r in charge know what theyre doing for the most part. It should be really cool, im excited like majorly excited!!! i really want to have a date so im thinking of asking my friend but idk yet...well see as time comes closer

wow classes this year r gunna suck....3 aps, 2 maths, spanish, gym and choir. diana is in almost all of my classes, sometimes thats a good thing but sometimes its not so idk well c how the year turns out

later
Julie

Current Mood: amused
Current Music: conklin talking

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Julie
2. Joules
3. love duck?
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. dacandyqueen101
2. candy1011
3. Joules202

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Eyes
2. stomach
3. smile

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Nose
2. ears
3. hips

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Russian
2. Danish
3. nething in eastern europe

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. my sister
2. scary movies
3. my brother

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Music
2. clothes?
3. Friends

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. skirt
2. t shirt
3. sandals

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. Dashboard confessional
2. Dispatch
3. Brand New

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS: (currently)
1. Two Coins
2. Mission
3. Passerby

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. i have an indestructable fish....which just became dianas because she named it :P
2. I LOVE THUNDERSTORMS
3. I am doing horrible in school

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU
1. Green/Blue Eyes
2. shaggy Hair
3. funny

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. go out with friends
2. Play soccer
3. Dance at dances

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. be done with exams
2. Sleep
3. Go out with friends

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. Acting
2. Chemical Biology
3. Medicine... not gunna happen ever

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Australia
2. CA
3. Venice

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. Shane
2. Charlie
3. Ali

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Become rich and famous
2. get married to someone i cant live without
3. discover a cure for something

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. I'm not that weak
2. I like going to sport games
3. when i was younger i hated girls....haha

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK:
1. I love dressing up.
2. Im a girl....?
3. I wear skirts


THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. Haley
2. Caitlin
3. Steph

1) Name the last four things you have bought:
- I.C. Carmel
- cookies from the bake sale
- puppy chow from the bake sale tuesday
- water bottle

2) Name four drinks you regularly drink:
- water
- sunkist
- Ice Tea
- Squirt

3) Last time you cried:
- the other nite

4) What's in your CD player?
- Dispatch

5) What's under your bed?
- pillows
- blankets
- idk some random stuff that falls under there

6) What time did you wake up today?
- 6:45

7) Current hair?
- down, straight

8)Current clothes?
- Skirt
- Button up shirt
- Sandals

9)Current desktop picture?
- Ali, Anna, katherine and me from the mission trio (my pictures on live journal)

10)Current worry?
- getting work done

11)Current hate?
- my parents

12)Favorite place to be?
- ASA or Venice

13)Least favorite place?
- Bored @ home

14)If you could play an instrument?
- I would prolly destroy the world somehow....

15)Favourite colors?
- orange
-blue
-green

16)How tall are you?:
- 5'3ish

17)Favorite expression?
- thats a lil sketchy...

18)One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to?
- victor....ill c him in a few weeks :)

19)Favorite day(s)?
- Friday/saturday/Sunday

20)Where would you like to go?
- Australia

21)Where do you want to live when you get married?
- CA, NY

22)Favorite food?
- PIZZA or dipndots

23)Color of most clothes you own?
- Green, blue

24)Number of pillows you sleep with?
- 1

25)What do you wear when you go to sleep?
- p.j pants and a tank top

26)What were you doing 12AM last night?
- sleeping

27)How old will you be in 10 yrs?
- 26

28)What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years?
- married and acting? hopefully

29)Do you have braces?
- No

30)Are you paranoid?
- about some things

31)Do you burn or tan?
- depends on how long i sit out there....

32)What is the brand of your wallet?:
- target i think?

33)First piercing/tattoo?
- Ears

34)First enemy?
- i say nothing

35)Last person you yelled at?
- girls at my lunch table

36)Last crush?
- shhh no telling

37)Last thing you ate?
- cookies from the bakesale

38)If you could be a pirate, would you?
- totally

39) Last time you had sex?
- mmm not so much

40) If you could be with anyone right now, who would it be?
- umm once again...i say nothing!

Current Mood: amused
Current Music: everyone asking questions about the chem exam! lol

sleepy time

blah blah blah blah blah im so tired of conklin and i still have 2 years of her...ugh

The review periods in the classes r getting kind of annoying...omg

we had r last student government meeting of the year today at advisor...what a shame...then we had a class meeting with mr dolan. It was about PSAT stuff....i really dont want to start thinking about testing now so yeah it sucks. im taking the act for the first time in fall....after ive already forgotten everything about geo :) lol thats a good idea! haha

Okay homecoming is coming together so much better than last year. We are way ahead of what emily got done. We have 3 piggly wiggly dates, the band, the dj, and people already have assignments for parade and dance and all that jazz...shaveet!

dr c wants me to take notes for the class but shes standing rite in front of them so i cant c them....fabulous

i want school to be over so badly....ooooo man

Joules

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: SHUT UP

i still need to go out and find a new job cause i really really dont wanna go back to coldstone...grrrr

so bored in history. im supposed to be taking notes for the class cause of course dr conklin automatically told me 2...blah

im feeling better but im still tired....*weekend*

i got the presidential fitness award yesterday....that made my day better :) ive been working at it all year and i thought i lost it when i couldnt play soccer for a while but i guess not!

award nite thursday and division awards friday....those r my days :) i so wanna get the headmasters award and maybe get a scholarship for this place....extra money para muah!

1/2 day friday
no school monday !! :):):):):):):)

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: STOP TALKING CONKLIN!

so haley amy and steph r making fun of the faces i make when im reading something on the screen....i love u guys haha

so im back at school and tired as hell...i need to stay. i need to be here everyday all week. im so far behind and i cant afford to get even more behind....ugh.

Idk whats going on with the girls at my lunch table. i cant wait for summer....i dont really want to c them until fall and i wanna let things cool down a lil bit. I hate uls and i dont want to go here ne more. There is too much drama and i no im seeming like a hypocrit cause rite now im the cause of some of it....im sorry :( i didnt mean 2

so i dont acctually have mono apparently. my mom lied to me...she got off the phone with the doctor and said i had it...then she tells mostly everyone else i dont....W...T....F!!!!!! that makes me so mad

so after that whole lil dispute last nite karley accused me of basically faking because i went out with friends this weekend while i was still sick even though i was skipping school. Rite because laying out in the sun doing nothing is just as stressful as taking a bunch of tests....im thinkin no...melissa was rite when she said i really need to rethink my definition of friend....idk what to think

Diana it will all work out okay with u 2....dont worry :)

Julie

Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: conklin blah blah blah

so karley is super pissed at me because my mom lied to me....i hate this. i dont want to be here nemore....i need to get out. she wont even talk to me. she said shed blow up in my face if we did....great. i dont wanna lose a friend like karley but im scared i will. it seems like everyones nite is going at great as this....

so friday my doc called and said i have mono. fabulous. some people came over and i fell asleep. Then got woken up by either brian sitting on me or getting a pillow thrown...lol

i went to prom saturday which was fun. A bunch of us went to Paydens for pictures and then over to the country club...awesome. I fell asleep during dinner and Geoff woke me up by taking a picture with marco's camera....ugh. i fell asleep a few more times during the nite and kept getting woken up in various ways. Shaking me, Slapping me, yelling at me.....some of the ideas that were come up with. At one point diana and brian got kinda annoying but thats a sister for ya....

Sunday i went to church and slept....thats about all that got done

ive been sleeping most of the days away. It really sucks but it kinda feels nice. Getting really behind is stressing me more then nething else. I no that the more i miss school, the more im getting behind and dont have the time to make it up....ahhh

i missed school yesterday and most of today (i went in for an hr to take a test) and ill prolly miss tomorrow to. ugh

Current Mood: tired

so im here at school...i came at noon to be eligible to play in the soccer game. idk how im going to do this. im so tired i like can barely function. this is the longest ive been awake since tuesday...oye

so i finally went 2 the doctor today because i feel so sick. They took some blood tests and i hopefully find out whats wrong with me 2morrow. My mom thinks i may have mono but idk. I want to go to school, because we have a soccer game 2morrow and i really need to get caught up before i get too behind. ugh this sucks. ive been sitting around sleeping for basically the entirety of the last 2 days.

On tuesday my mom wouldnt let me to go the game in union grove cause i was too sick. i felt really bad ditching the team. apparently we lost in teh last 5 minutes...eek

k sleepy time

we have a game today in union grove. were leaving at 215 so i have study hall and geo left. thank god. i feel so sick and i dont wanna play but i dont wanna let the team down....ugh...this sucks.

bored in study hall sitting with gina and michelle.

omg gretchen is hilarious. i love her. at lunch we were making fun of gina for "not knowing" how to use a golf club when she didnt a while back. then out of nowhere gretchen is like "look at me im gina and im a dumbshit" hahahahaa that was a good time

so we sold 80 tickets for prom which is good cause then i dont have to worry about it later.

im kinda sick of everyone telling me o i hear u had a heart murmur yesterday...r u okay. i dont just get them. i will always have 3 of them...my entire life. sometimes they just act up like yesterday. ive gotten so many emails about it today from tons of people and its kinda annoying sending the same email to everyone!

Current Mood: sick
Current Music: Postal Service

so i ran the mile today in 731...w/e i got the presidential and thats all that matters. i got really sick after i ran it so i skipped most of geo to go lay down and then went to spanish then home. So i go home and tell my parents and my mom is made cause i didnt take my pulse or w/e and my dad doesnt want me exercizing for a while cause he doesnt want this to happen everytime. i told him thats too bad cause i have a game 2morrow and im not gunna let the team down because of one run. Now im not so sure they believe me with what happened and i cant stand it when they do that because sometimes people do get sick and rnt faking it....so thanks to them for that.

I hate feeling like this. I feel like everyone is getting ahead and im being left behind in the dust with no one else. Its like one of those dreams where everyone is walking forward but you can never keep up and eventually are left with the dust. Maybe im just being stupid and w/e but i hate it and its like i cant catch up to anyone. Theres no one left so why bother be here by myself.

I cant stand this house anymore. Im like one big joke to my family and im sick of it. Sometimes when i need to be taken seriously they think im kidding and they just laugh it off but they dont understand. Whenever i try to talk to my parents about something i get yelled at so i cant talk to them about anything so whenever something goes wrong all i have is haley and diana. I can't talk to anyone else about anything and i feel like im losing them too. then ill have no one left and ill b one giant mess.....

Its amazing when people at uls rnt feeling well everyone notices right away. They notice, you get looks, and then they dont care. Thats uls for you....

Prom is on saturday and rite now idk taht i want to go nemore. I dont have a date and i dont want to be left out in the dust again. My mom is getting mad because i want to get my nails done instead of her doing them. Im sorry but its one thing i want to do for me.....she made my dress and is telling the lady how to do my hair...i just want ONE THING that i can choose....aparently thats too much to ask.

im excited for saturday nite. I hope the girls will make me feel better cause its been a horrible time and i really need some friends rite now. I miss them so much.

So diana and i have almost all of r classes together next year and im sorry diana but i dont want that. Theres sometimes when i just want to be with my friends without family and thats usually been my classes lately and next year i dont even get that. I dont have any study halls and i have a completely full schedule...i guess well c how that 1 works out


Julie

Current Mood: crappy

heres my weekend.....it kinda sucked

friday nite
I had to work the clothes sale then came home and finished watching the notebook with drew, jeff, brian, diana, and jackie. Then jackie had to leave so i went to my room cause im sick of getting caught up in being the extra wheel. It just doesn't feel right. So i went in my room and just hung out for the rest of the nite....great nite

saturday
i hung around ran some errands. i went to the mall to get my mom a mother's day present and i ended up looking for dresses for that nite but i didnt find ne that i had enough money for. Melissa lent me one of her old homecoming dresses which was gorgeous! OMG i loved it! Then i went to the auction which was so boring omg....so then when that was finally over i went home, changed, and then went to jeffs house for a couple hours and watch the movie. Then went home and slept.

sunday
I went to church in the morning then went home and hung around with my mom...happy mothers day....then we all went out to lunch to olive garden. Diana and i eventually went to mitchel park with jeff, drew, troy, melissa, peter, diana, brian, and mark. At the park for a while i just sat on the grass and was thinking. I was trying to clear my head but it kinda put me in an even worse feeling than i had been in all weekend. Everyone in the group is like trying to set me up and its so awkward....idk maybe im just messed up. Before we went on the trail some guy told us to pick up r dog poop and were like uuh we will and then we saw him picking it up and was like o k! Then we get in teh car and that jackass put the poop on the drivers seat of the van....OMG! We stayed for a couple hours then a few of us went to kopps and hung out where we ran into melissa steffans....AWKWARD!



so i was talking to alissa last nite and i think were gunna do a movie nite on friday nite. itl b nice to get away from all thats been going on with the other group thats been kinda annoying for me....im excited. itl help me get thru the week :)

soccer practice 2nite...ugh

i have to run the mile next hour....blah i dont want to. 8:23 thats all i need so im goin slow! :) presidential :)

k later
Joules

Current Mood: discontent

i just said goodbye to all the seniors and it felt so weird cause ive become so close with some of them. :( i dont want them to leave!!!! life in this school is going to never be the same without them....i miss all u guys already!

so im stuck at the clothes sale and no one is here to buy anything....krissy and mel r here too and were having a gay ol time!

Current Mood: bored
Current Music: w/e cd mel went out 2 go get lol

so beedy just walked in2 the senior room and screamed....

now carl is chasing charlotte down the hall trying to tackle her....


WELCOME TO ULS!

it feels like the last day of school....every class that has a senior in it is doing basically nothing because its there last day. the whole day just has that feeling of a last day...idk how to describe it. idk its just doesnt feel rite or normal and its sad that theyre all leaving :(

im out of things to do during study hall...ive been to prolly every website and im out of ideas so im writing in here....sounds good.


and im out of things to write about....

Current Mood: bored

its such a gloomy day! its raining so its dark outside and its the seniors last day so there is that sense of sadness going around the school. Im going to miss a lot of them so much cause they like run everything and their so cool. :( its a sad day :(

so 2nite idk exactly whats going on 2nite but im getting home at like 7 then hangin out...sounds good

u can tell its Charlottes last day in World cause shes going crazy....haha g2 love her. good ol germans lol

diana keeps asking me super random questions....i think im totally missing something.....

i bought my prom ticket yesterday...itl b fun. next saturday :) ...yesterday was major drama in student government thanks to how the prom court ballot was done. Helena and Chelsea wanted a revote to spice things up, because the winners were getting around cause they spilled who it was. that was unfair to the people who already won so were keeping it normal except now there is no suprise to it. o well......but we got it all settled and i went out in the hallway and owen and chelsea r like majorly bitchin at each other about this.....SAVE THE DRAMA

last nites concert went ok but it couldve been better. it went on forever!!!!!!!! i swear it never ended......

Joules

Current Mood: gloomy